Gray Skies

Well, amid all happiness and optimism, there always are clouds of doubt or frustration. Nothing seems to be going the way I thought it would. Option A for the fall is obviously not happening...Option B has bleak, at best, prospectives for working out. Too bad I don't have an Option C to rely on-yet! I choose these options because they feel good and right. They are worthwhile goals...but yet, I can't help wonder what I am supposed to be doing if none of my options are working out. I feel like I'm in such a rut, not ever going anywhere. I've been working at the same deadend job for 6 years. It's been a wonderful opportunity with many chances for opportunity and growth, but I've hit the top of where I'm going to or can go at this organization. I know that we need to work and try to get as far as possible and that the Lord will help with the rest. I've felt for some time now that I need to move on and continue learning and experiencing new things. I just don't know what. Maybe a little more patience, pondering, and listening is needed from me?